Thursday, May 14, 2009

more, more, give me more

i did it. i extended my stay in israel to august 10th! i called british airways and waited for awhile, and for some reason the date august 12th was speaking to me. the agent looked it up (nice guy from florida) and i decided that august 14th may be better because why not leave on a friday instead? he almost booked it, but then i started sweating and feeling a bit of anxiety. i was thinking that it would then be a little over a month without the program and what if life isnt as good? for some reason, i then felt much more comfortable with the 10th instead of the 14th even though it is a 4 difference. 

"oh shit. im sorry. can we look up august 10th instead? im sorry i just cursed!"
"its ok, no problem"
"im just making my life plan with you while i am on the phone"
"no worries, ma'm"

I pretty much sounded crazy. Finally, 30 minutes and $280 later i have an extra month in israel!

i feel much more motivated to study hebrew, see sights, etc. its strange how once i have MORE time i feel like i want to do MORE instead of less since i am stressed and sad time is running out.

OH and also daniel let me off work tonight. full of surprises.

xx

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